Anger management

So before I explode with anger, I decided it was time for a new blog.

So many little things bother me to the point of such bad anger and frustration. Is it because the little things are the most important to me? Such as a simple phone call to say that plans have been canceled or changed. Especially before 5 minutes to the time of plans.
Such as friends actually knowing the meaning or friendship. Things like loyalty and honesty, should come easily as a friend. These days it seems more important to other people to please themselves. The selfishness of some people makes me sick.
Is it too hard to throw a smile at a stranger who looks like their having a bad day rather than the finger? Is it too hard to say excuse me when passing someone inconveniently, or apologize when bumping into you or knocking your arm?
What had this world come to? When it's too hard to say you're sorry when wrong, when pride, vanity and ego mean more than courage, bravery, nobility, and honor.
How are such little things that seem so easy, become swept under the rug? These little things are so much more important to me than any amount of ego or pride. Just maybe that's why it is so frustrating; humanity just doesn't care.

Makeup buzz.

Make up trick or tip?

Hairspraying your face after you have finished your makeup, as if you would do to your hair to keep fly always in place, helps to keep makeup in place. It also helps keep makeup on, even while sweating or light rain.

This tip is extra helpful for those who tend to get a little sweaty in warm weather.. Just remember to wash your face! Not only will it hold makeup in place, it will hold dirt on your pores causing those unpleasant breakouts.

This can be the ultimate makeup up tip, if you remember it is not for daily use and keep your face clean.. However don't let this new information trick you, keep your eyes closed while spraying!

Just Another Night in the Life

I'd like it if I had nights like this to share and spend with someone. Lately it seems like all hope is lost, trying to make myself vulnerable in hopes to find the right one who won't tare me down.. They've all torn me down. I just want someone to snuggle in a warm cozy bed, with hot chocolate, and good movies. 

And if it's not too much to ask, long beard and even longer hair. 

Xo Cally AnnaMae ~

Love note

It's the hardest thing to watch someone you love, love someone else. It's even harder to live watching it. It is allowed to hurt. It's not wrong that it makes you feel unworthy. The key is to remember that letting go and allowing someone you love to be happy, will in turn come back to you in another soul. You need to keep an open mind to the idea of another bigger and better love will come. When that hope is gone, so are the chances of ever finding it..
At least that's what I tell myself to keep going. I will love you until the end of time, I will think of you every day... I will live knowing that I was and am blessed to have had the opportunity of knowing a love so real, in a person so amazing and beautiful inside and out. I will live with the hope, that one day, I will have that again.
I am forever happy, as long as you are.

This is dedicated to a very special someone.

First blog, opening my mind.

I've always wanted to write in a blog, but not exactly knowing where to start, or wondering about who would even read it, left me at a standstill. However, tonight I'm letting go of the doubt that this may not reach someone or relate to someone, and just doing it for me. 
Not a day, nor night go by that I do not subconsciously let my mind drift into a depth of wonders I'll seem to never figure out. Not everything needs an answer, some things truly are better left unsaid, untold.. But what about misunderstood? A misunderstood question can lead you to misconstrued answers. The kind of answers I find nonsatisfactory, the kind MY brain likes to entertain, even if small, obscure and random. 
So I leave you with one of many, tonight's thoughts..

I've heard to never give up on something you believe in.. But when is it enough? What if it doesn't believe in you? What if giving up, meant letting something new in, instead of letting something die? What if giving up was actually just moving on, and letting yourself live? 

CallyAnna