I'm having issues taming this thought tonight.. You called it a family but it's not. You said you had a dark side, well I saw it. You said it was the drinking, but that's when the truth always comes out.. I can't explain why this makes me so sad..
It's like when you're caught in the middle and can't say a word. It's even harder knowing saying anything wouldn't make a difference. I've been here before. I'm supposed to just deal with it and it's completely unfair. Everyone is getting something I've put so much heart and effort into.
I really miss honesty, loyalty, trust. And I feel I deserve it. Just as well as everyone else.
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